This book is about seeing things we do not want to see, to become what we do not think we can, and to speak up when we have no voice.It is about dying, death and rebirth. We cannot have one without the other. And the clock is ticking, as life continues to come along.It is about your life as an initiation to sacred things, conversations with the divine, and what you learn when you are mostly alone. It is about falling apart, and crumbling into your old foundation, and constructing the sacred rebuild. It is about rage, feeling and healing. You cannot have one without the others. This book is about transformation, sitting in the black hole of despair, sitting in the fire, and allowing it to burn away what is not real, and deciding to rise even when battle weary, .......... Consciously rising from a place of contemplation and deep knowing.This book is about your wounds becoming your sage wisdom. Each time life comes along, choosing understanding, insight and reverence for what you have come to know during your humanness. This book is about being who you can be in this human experience as best you can. To learn, teach, rebel, accept, love, and let go. Only to do it again and again......... and again.