Winner of the 2015/2016 Reader Views Reviewers Choice Award (Young Adult)For fans of Looking for Alaska-a poignant story of loss, addiction, and the unexpected love that could change everything.Adriana is downing in grief.Sixteen months after losing her mother to a drunk driver, Adriana is barely holding herself together. With her father traveling so much and her sister away at college, no one notices her secret descent. She drinks to numb the pain and the terrible secret she can't forget.Quitting feels impossible. Healing seems out of reach.Then she meets Ian-a boy who sees her in a way no one else does, and for the first time, she wonders if she's worth saving.Don't miss this raw and unforgettable journey through grief, love, and discovering hope in the wreckage.