The Pylons are failing. The Crimson is hungry. And the person you are supposed to hate is the only reason you are still alive.The Shadow Binder is a solo tabletop roleplaying game (RPG) about survival, body horror, and falling in love when the world is trying to eat you both.The world didn't end in fire; it ended in growth. Outside the walls of Oakhaven, The Crimson-a carnivorous biomass-has consumed everything. To keep it at bay, you must venture into the wasteland as a Binder: a soldier tasked with repairing the ancient Pylons that hold the horror back.But you cannot do it alone. You are paired with a Partner-a rival, a stranger, or an ex-lover chosen by the Academy. You will fight back-to-back against things that used to be human. You will bleed together. You will save each other. And somewhere between the terror and the adrenaline, you might just fall in love.This is not just a book. It is a game you play alone.Using a journal, six dice, and a bowl of tokens, you will tell the story of two people forced to trust each other in a dying world.Inside, you will find: The "Steel vs. Allure" System: A unique mechanic where competence and connection are opposed. You can be a perfect soldier (High Steel), or a vulnerable partner (High Allure)-but you cannot be both. Every choice to open your heart makes you more vulnerable to the horror.The Tension Bowl: A tactile dread mechanic. Every risk you take adds a physical token to a bowl on your table. As it fills, the inevitability of disaster grows. When it breaks, the Crimson attacks.The Relationship Track: Move from "Rivals" to "Trusted" to "Bound." Unlock new abilities as your connection deepens, from shared tactical bonuses to the desperate "Final Stand."The Oracle: Extensive random tables to generate missions, twists, enemy behaviors, and emotional beats, ensuring no two campaigns are ever the same.Perfect for fans of: Solo journaling games (Thousand Year Old Vampire, The Wretched)Dark Romantasy novels (Fourth Wing, A Court of Thorns and Roses)Eldritch horror and grimdark settingsYou've read the stories where "I'll protect you" and "I'll destroy you" sound suspiciously similar. Now, live it.Grab your dice. Fill the bowl. Let's see if you survive.