From childhood, he believed he was called to serve God. He gave his life to that calling-body, soul, and name.What he did not expect was how alone faith could become.In Why Have You Forsaken Me, a priest reflects on a life shaped by devotion and undone by circumstances he could not control. As trust erodes and support disappears, the author wrestles with doubt, shame, and the terrifying question of whether God remains present when everything else has fallen away.This memoir is a quiet, devastating account of spiritual isolation and endurance. It does not seek to resolve the mystery of suffering, but to sit honestly within it. Written with humility and restraint, it offers a rare glimpse into the interior life of a man who believed-and continued to believe-even when belief came at a terrible cost.