What if the person who smiled the brightest was drowning in the dark?Vito Marino has mastered the art of appearing fine. At thirty, he's built a life that looks enviable from the outside-a successful career, a close-knit group of friends, a loving family. He's the one people turn to, the steady presence who always knows what to say, the friend who makes everyone laugh even on their darkest days.But beneath the surface, Vito is disappearing.The Cost of Smiling takes readers on an intimate, unflinching journey through the final year of a man's life-not as a spectacle of tragedy, but as a portrait of the quiet devastation that unfolds when pain becomes unbearable. This is not a story about the moment of ending, but about all the moments before: the gradual erosion of hope, the exhausting performance of normalcy, the widening chasm between the self we show the world and the one we hide even from ourselves.The novel is written with poetic precision and sensory immersion. You'll taste the bitter espresso in early morning meetings, hear the silence that follows unanswered questions, smell the cooking of a family home, see the way light falls differently when you're watching the world from behind glass. The prose shifts with Vito's emotional state-expansive when he feels moments of connection, claustrophobic when the walls close in.The narrative doesn't shy away from the difficult realities of watching someone struggle: the frustration of friends who don't understand, the helplessness of loved ones who try everything they know, the guilt that comes later. In the final chapters, the perspective shifts, offering glimpses into those left behind-the aftermath that ripples outward, the questions without answers, the grief that has nowhere to land.The novel asks difficult questions: How do we recognize pain in people who've learned to hide it expertly? What does it mean to "reach out" when someone has already retreated beyond reach? How do we live with the guilt of not knowing, not seeing, not doing enough? And perhaps most importantly: how do we start having honest conversations about mental health, especially for those who've been taught that vulnerability equals weakness?This is a book for anyone who has ever felt the gap between their inner world and outer presentation. For those who have loved someone struggling and felt helpless. For anyone who has wondered what goes on behind the smiles of those around them. For readers who aren't afraid of difficult emotions but believe in the power of literature to create empathy, spark conversations, and honor the full spectrum of human experience-even the parts we'd rather not face.A story of a life ending, but more importantly, of a life lived-in all its beautiful, painful, complicated fullness.The Cost of Smiling is literary fiction that refuses to look away. It's a novel that will stay with you long after the final page, changing how you see the people around you, prompting you to ask the harder questions, to look closer, to remember that everyone you meet is fighting battles you cannot see.Content note: This novel deals frankly with depression, suicidal ideation, and grief following suicide. It is written with care and intention, but may be difficult for readers who have experienced loss to suicide or who are struggling with their own mental health.