A bilingual poetry collection of desire, devotion, and the dissolving self. A journey where the body becomes a prayer, and love becomes its own awakening. tan ra / dissolve is a luminous debut collection by artist-mystic udita prem, exploring the thresholds between erotic love and spiritual surrender. Written in both Vietnamese and English, each poem stands as its own offering-two breaths of the same moment, two mirrors reflecting one dissolving "I." Guided by the mythic presence of the fox spirit, these poems move through longing, grief, ecstasy, meditation, and transformation. Sensual and tender, fierce and contemplative, the collection invites the reader into an intimate dialogue between the sacred and the carnal, the human and the divine. Across seven unfolding chapters-from moon fox, her song, and flesh void to dissolve, awakening, shattering, and remnants-the book traces the slow unmaking of the self. What remains, after every layer falls away, is the quiet radiance of love. Featuring original hand-drawn illustrations by the author, tan ra / dissolve is both a poetic and visual meditation. It is a book for anyone drawn to the tender edges of devotion, the mysteries of consciousness, or the ways the body can become a doorway to the infinite. For readers of spiritual poetry, bilingual literature, contemporary mysticism, and lyric eroticism.