What happens when a boy grows up without a father-and then becomes one himself?In Five Saturdays in August, Miguel Hernandez traces the quiet, lasting impact of paternal absence and the ways it shapes love, self-doubt, and identity across a lifetime. Through a series of reflective Saturdays, Hernandez explores his childhood longing for a father who was physically present but emotionally unreachable, and how that absence followed him into adulthood, marriage, and parenthood.Now a therapist and father of two daughters, Hernandez writes with honesty and restraint about breaking generational patterns-often imperfectly-while confronting the fear of repeating what was lost to him. The book moves between past and present, blending memory, insight, and emotional reckoning as he learns that becoming a good father is not about erasing the past, but understanding it.Raw, compassionate, and deeply human, Five Saturdays in August is for anyone who has wrestled with unresolved childhood wounds, questioned their capacity to love well, or hoped that awareness might be enough to choose differently.This is not a story about blame.It is a story about inheritance-and what we do with it.