Imagine being born into a family where no one can be trusted. Imagine having a mother who loves men more than her children. Imagine being a young child who feels unloved. Imagine feeling unwanted. Imagine living a life of fear. Imagine having multiple night experiences that would cause your stomach to turn and your jaws to drop. Imagine having no one to tell except a soul that cannot help you or one who refused to allow help. Imagine losing everyone in your family. Imagine living a lie. Imagine living in constant terror and fear. Imagine giving up on life and wishing to die. Imagine living this for many years. This story is based on actual events that will change the way you think forever. This story is a journey that some individuals have traveled alone or with other souls. Some have never told anyone may it be due to fear or shame, while others pretend that it never happened. No one could ever imagine or believe that the details in this story could happen to a family who seems to have it all together or that seemed to be so perfect. No one could imagine the eternal terror that will visit upon this family and other families. Burden on my soul is depicted when black people were programmed to slavery mentality and often referred to Burden as Burdon. "Burdon on my Soul" reflects that mindset. Please read with an open mindset and realize not everyone who lives next door is what they appear to be.