In this book, the author has compiled her story as if she is sitting at the table with you while drinking coffee. Cindy's story is heartbreaking, heartwarming, humorous, and much more. The most important objective or aim of this book is to live out her God assignment, which she believes with all her heart and soul is to minister to women in mentally or physically abusive relationships. Her primary purpose is to give you hope! She takes you on her intimate journey being very real and raw. Cindy openly shows the skeletons in her closet, from childhood trauma to her season of being an atheist to domestic violence both emotionally and physically to church legalism to spiritual abuse to additional life events. If you are ready to give up, you have chosen the right book.This book is so eloquently written you won't want to put it down! You most likely will walk away with a seed of hope. The seed planted will grow to a beautiful new beginning. Cindy's prayer is to give God all the glory and to help women leave hopelessness behind, holding on to her heavenly daddy's hand kicking and screaming as she walks through the path of healing, forgiveness, faith, restoration, and redemption. Cindy's prayer is that you will see the hope in her story. She wants you to know if her God can do it for her, he can do it for you! He won't just magically give it to you. You must put in the work, sweat, and tears. On the other side of the heart-wrenching work is a full incredible life waiting for you. He wants you to experience and embrace a brand-new way of living and just not exist in this beautiful world.